So this song has gotten a lot of love within the recent weeks. I love this song… I know I have a lot of fight still in me. I can’t just give up because life gets hard.
I know my goal of being a published author is going to be an uphill battle. I know this. I will have a lot of things against me but I will push though it… not just for me, but for my daughter. I want her to show her to reach for the stars.
There is a small part of me that wishes that i had pushed myself a little bit more before she was born but then she would never see the struggle. She would never see how hard I worked to get to where I am.
But back to this song… it just hits me and makes want to push harder than ever.
This week has been hard on me. I don’t know why specifically, but I have a few reasons. One, Camp NaNoWriMo is done and I feel lost and confused. I don’t know but I’m struggling with getting anywriting done. Two, my husband has been working a lot and I haven’t seen him much this week. This also means that I don’t get much alone time to get my writing done. (I know he works full time and it the primary income) This leaves me home alone with my daughter and she’s pretty active. By the end of the day, I am drained and mostly dead.
So I am going to have to push through. It’s going to be hard, but I still have a little fight in me. I have to use it all to win.
Until next time.